I cant survived anymore

what a pathetic life. 

i can't moving anymore. you keep on blaming me. like i don't deserves second chance. 

but if you have no interested anymore, please tell me. 

you asked me why i never fight for you like you did. 

but did you know, i never stop praying for you to be my destiny? 

you never know. and you will never thanked me for that. 

goodnight and goodbye.

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Ex-pehpeh-tation

Hi! 

So tonight im going to tell a little bit about my experience experiencing interview session. So alhamdulillah im selected to go to interview for Asasi TESL at Uitm Shah Alam yesterday. 


Like usual, everyone who knew that they will going for interview session gonna do some research about latest issues, educational issues, read about others' experienced during interview and many more (just like what i did kah) 


My interview was at 2 p.m so i reached INTEC (located at Seksyen 17) around 12.30 something so i just wondering around uitm's education faculty. So there i looked out my name, my turn, my panel. 1.45 p.m the administrator called up all the students to enter the examination hall. Oh ya! Before interview, we have to do writting test that consists 15 questions objectives and 1 question of writting with title given. So on my personally rate, i rate 7/10 on the level of the hardship of the writting test kah. The test was held for one hour then all of the students was brought to all their spesific places for interview sessions. <--- waktu ni gabra tak terkata. otak aku dah fikir macam-2 soalan hardcore yang panel akan tanya nanti muahaha


So my number was twelve so i waited about one hour and thirthy minutes for my turn to do the interview. There's two panel which the two of them was female. one of them is malay and the other one chinese. so the malay ones marking our exam paper earlier and the chinese ones who did the interview. you know what i had been expected for really hardcore questions. or questions that i can't get the answer in a blink of eyes like seriously my ex-pehpeh-tation went wrong. 360 degree wrong! 


So this are the questions that being asked to me :

1. Where are you from?

2. What are the special things that you found at your place?

3. How about the ppl there?

4. What is your favourite pastime or what did you do when you are free?

5. Why do you loves korean? What special things about them? <-- korean sebab aku jawab aku suka tengok drama korea kah*

6. So do you have any questions? 

HAHAHAHAHA TU JE AKU BERIA GELABAH AYAM TAKUT SOALAN2 DIA SUSAH HAHAHAHAHA

So conclusion.............................


Watlek je pasni kalau ada interview lagi hahahaha
But seriously i got the amazing experienced  having interview, meeting new friends, seeing how beria other ppl speaking in english while chatting with their friends muahaha im now waiting for kptm's result and also the asasi tesl result. hopefully i got one of em inshaAllah. Aamiin. Goodnight xoxo

Love,

Daisy 

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Life After Spm

Np : Hey Kamu - #tag 

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Assalamualaikum. 

sebelum i teruskan mengupdate blog, aku dah usha-tengok-baca-deleted post2 lama aku yang mungkin sekali baca cam "ek eleh minah ni. heart broken siaaaa." ok lah awak tak faham perasaan saya. hurhur tapi takpe. all that stupid posts have already deleted. kadang2 aku terfikir gak siapa baca blog aku sampai dah 4300 views hahaha sebab last post aku masa 09/02 ritu, baru ada 4000++ gitu. sekarang after about two months, aku terkezut gak la haha tapi takpe. bukan orang tau siapa punya kah 

so dalam two months saya menyepikan diri. banyak gak perubahan aku buat cewah (padahal takde la perubahan mana pun) first. makin kembang la sikit tang pipi. yela aku lepas spm bukan ada buat pape. mereput dekat rumah. kerja tak. apa tak. buat kerja rumah pun kadang2 je bila rasa rajin or rasa macam semak pulak tengok rumah bersepah hahaha 

Kalau tak duk rumah, aku keluar dengan fabulous. tengok wayang contohnya haha Villa Nabila, Fast & Furious 7. tu je kot entah tak ingat herher tapi tiap kali keluar tak semua dapat sobsob sebab ada yang kerja la. ada hal lesen lah. ada nak pergi sini la sana la situ la. 

Cakap pasal lesen. Aku baru je lulus test jpj ritu. well, biasa ah perempuan dua kali test kah aku belajar lesen dengan bestfriend i. dua2 lulus kali kedua test hahahahaha ah takpe. janji lulus. lepastu dengar cite abah nak kasi kete kah lebiu daddy you'd really knew what i really want hahahaha 

ok patah balik before lesen. adalahhhhhhh RESULT DAY!!!!!! *fireworks* March 3rd 2015. debor tak terkataaa. hahaha tapi alhamdulillah. result cantik je. ada dua gred je hahahaha fabulous pun semua result kebabom je semua. pandai2 fabulous i okay. watlek je kami sekolah harian biasa. tapi biasalah. primadona macam aku ni pantang la terharu ke, sedih ke, kecewa ke, bahagia ke, bersyukur ke. semua aku bedal je nangis. well lets cry together so that your friends would knew that we feel the same (apa aku merepek ni) 

lepastuuuuu. ada satu hari tu (awal bulan 3) aku macam kecewa gila then terus deacctivated acc facebook dengan twitter aku tak semena-mena hahahaha tapi aku dah signed up for new twitter's acc hahahaha bosan pulek tapi aku rasa cam dah lama je deacctivated padahal baru sebulan lebih puih so i'm active on twitter and oso instagremm 

antara bulan april dengan mei ni. banyak lah tawaran tu keluar. temuduga tu keluar. ujian ni la itu la. alhamdulillah Allah itu Maha Pemurah. aku baru lepas sit for ukcg (ipg). and inshaAllah this sabtuday im going to uitm shah alam for iv wuu doakan! semoga dipermudahkan sebab aku betul2 nak program asasi tesl tu herher alhamdulillah sekali lagi. sebab i got matriculation offered too! tapi aku nak fokus untuk upu sebab betul2 nak tesl herher 

terima kasih sudi buang masa baca hahaha 

#SalamAsar xoxo

Salam sayang, 

daisy_lover

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