SurvivingDah lama tak update blog sebabbbb tak ingat emel, password and url blog muahaha so alhamdulillah harini ingat dah yayy
So many things happened. So many thing to be shared.
So after my last post on april, I am busy preparing stuffs for going to matriculation since I dont have any other choices to further my studies. Act I do got offer UITM but unfortunately the course offered was totally 90% calculus! Aku kalau boleh nak elakkan subjek calculation untuk futher tertiary studies ni sebab nanti mesti lagi susahhh :( So then I decided to accept and going for matriculation~~
Matric life was fun! I got instituition that really far far away from my house lulz. So then homesick tak terkataa sebab tak pernah duduk asrama. And aku tak pernah rasa macam mana perasaan jauh dari parents T.T so I spent about 3 weeks there before I quitted and continued my studies in KPTM yayy finally I got course that really suit me and Im confident that I can do this.
There's so many challenges when I studied there. About the transportation, places to eat (very pricey), even I used a lot of money. Aku rasa aku dah spend about four to five hundreds or more padahal aku baru nak masuk 2 bulan dekat sana. See taraf hidup tinggi hm dengan loan MARA tak buka lagi. Haihh oh please lah bukak cepat we students sekarang dah kopak duit and malu nak mintak duit parents lagi hm
Kptm teached me about friends/friendship. I can't really rely on someone as I have to stand by own two feets. I had already met a lot of ppl there. Ada yang jenis dengan geng drg je. Ada yang jenis nak jaga penampilan je semata tapi pemalas nak mati. Well I didn't get this type of girls. Please lah girls. Korang jangan nak cantik luar je tapi dalam or yang tersembunyi tu teruk. Tak malu ke penampilan diri tu jaga, tapi bila datang bab kekemasan, you're guys are sucks.
Aku rindu kawan2 dekat matrik. Kawan2 yang aku boleh percaya. Kawan2 yang aku boleh bergantung harap. Kawan2 yang lebih and dahulukan kawan lain daripada diri sendiri.
But its okay.
This is one cycle of life aite. Everyone had to face this kind of problems especially dekat u. I just need to be strong enough to be myself and not to be affected by this kind of negative vibes.
Bila dah macamni, rasa macam nak balik ke sekolah balik. I miss school. I miss my Fabulous :/
